Cintailah Malaysia?

• yes, I love my country. :] who dares tell me that Malaysia is a piece of shit or whatever I’d come to u and call mental institutions to pick u up. right now, I’m in Malaysia, no DUH. planning to go rock climbing at Extreme Park near KGSAAS. :] if u wanna join, reply on this blog thanks. and oh yeah, spread the word about this blog. I want it to be as popular as possible. as if it’ll be as popular as anyones. man I suck at self-esteem. who gives a shit. well, I plan to go back to Doha on the 23rd at midnight. if u want to visit, go ahead, but inform me about it first.

I am right now witnessing my two sisters fighting about how long their hair is. which is completely beyond comprehension, like my dad just said. and now my mom’s giving a lecture to both of em, while I type a blog. -.- man I suck. ok people, let’s celebrate the new year with lots of food and crimes happening as it happens. :]

your Malaysian expat kid,

Harzan.

17 days & counting.

how I wish that number could decrease to zero is indescribable. whoever that IS waiting for me at the airport, I would not know by any chance unless being told. Im asking since I DON’T want to stay with my parents. I’d rather go to a mall with friends, no DUH. I’d go ANYWHERE where my family isn’t at. so please, I need a backup plan to get out of my parents freaking idiotic heads. I’d use much more profane words, but I’m not THAT bad. I will be if they keep it up. and mingo, of course you’re popular. :/

do not brighten up my day as it will only get gloomier. but u may try if u please to. just don’t bug me at my bad mood. it can get really bad, believe me. this can’t get anymore worse. both my portable sources of music is taken away in a flash, not laptop of course. but it’s on the brink of it. I hate being in this kind of mood, but, I swear to God I’ll never regret leaving my parents or this country. If I can of course. thats what I’ve been praying during my prayers for. if u want to help this cause, tell me. I’d be rejoicing if u can take me away from my 2 abusive hot-tempered, cliche, primadonna bossy, unfair, bitchy parents. as far as possible is my target. sounds fucking stupid but I ain’t kidding anyone at all. especially when I can’t even kid around anymore. almost everyone around me has an iPod and all as such while I don’t even HAVE a music player. how fucking unfair can those bitches get? anyways, please in any way, do not send this to my parents as this post is only a post for me to sound out my feelings at the moment. but literally, what parents are they? and why are they so different from other parents that I see all around me. this just might be one of the longest posts I have ever posted at all in quite a while. but hey, who can contain feelings in less than 100 words after seeing your life ruined in a flash. JUST LIKE THAT. I do admit I’m a  bit of a retard. when I’m given homework and lots of time, I’d rather go and play on my laptop. when I have no homework and a reasonable amount of time, I can’t even think up of one way to even use that time. when I do my homework, the teacher doesn’t collect it from anyone. only when I DON’T do my homework they want to collect it from the class. WTFH is wrong with me?

please reply with a good response. if not, get the fuck out. :]

P.S my sea shipment’s coming tomorrow. :] that’s the only thing I can ever be happy of right now. and HJ of course. but we barely keep in contact nowadays since my laptop is so fucking retarded. like me obviously. so please cheer me up, but not at the wrong moment.

But she’s better.

Yes, I officially declare that I’m now in a relationship. :] Love u, HJ. she’s as stunning as anyone could get. and I love her for what she is inside. not on the outside. ONLY. I hope that we will go the distance. I KNOW we will go the distance. here’s abit of a mini-song I made up.

she said he’s good.

he said, but she’s better.

dresses down for the big night.

hold on, she said, u’d better sit tight.

crappy, ain’t it? HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA.

P.S LOVE you. HJ. thanks la mingo.

Nearing the end of one & the beginning of another.

 When life sets you a target, you’re meant to achieve it. but for me, I didn’t achieve it. I made another. For example, I’m supposed to ace my tests, but instead I focus on my social life. that was a bad mistake as now, my social life is deteriorating. nothing can stop me from doing that because I’m just like that. I dunno bout u people, but I say I, at least, am like that. I do not think I’m the only one. but neither do I think there are many of these people. another example is when I wrote my ass off for an essay. I felt it was incredibly compelling. I thought that that essay would ace me. but soon I realized that I wrote it with my intention of voicing out what I felt about the topic. again, that was a bad mistake. the final result was a D-. Once, in the morning, I felt like putting on my fake Liverpool jersey to school, ( dad didn’t allow me to buy the original). then again, my school was full of rich kids. I didn’t take that into consideration at all. and so, once I set foot in the Freshman commons, laughter was on every face I saw. the whole day, I could not look at anyone at all. only just here for 2 months, I already had a first bad day. my final example is when I always play with my laptop rather than doing my stack of homework I get everyday. the result? scoldings, punishments, and even once when my mom called me not human. even when I went to a cc (cyber cafe) my dad called me STUPID BOY for the whole week. complete humility. and nothing less. as you see, not all decisions by heart result in a fairy tale. but hey, life sucks. so make it UNSUCKISH! lol, what a word.

Your friend,

Harzan.

P.S I am now being called ABANG by my lil sister and lil bro. ridicule. lol.

Curse you, Internet.

God, I went about 6 days without Internet because my laptop was so freaking cacat. I mean, how could it disable something while I did no nothing to it. annoying much. I’ll sue you Bill Gates. It’s the only way.

but FINALLY I got my Internet back even though my dad doesn’t know it at all. hehe. and now, I feel so good to be back. and oh yeah, I’m single. PROUD. :]

I’m going home.

People, you WON’T believe this.

 

IM GOING BACK TO MALAYSIA!

I’m going back since my mom says I suck at my studies here so I’m moving back to Malaysia on my own. THANK GOD.

Alhamdulillah.

People, I’m blessed.

Books? GO DIE. ;)

Let’s see, my message for this post is…

EID (RAYA is HERE!) ;D

The only problem is….i’m not where I want to be..MALAYSIA (DUH!)

every malay I know in Doha is going somewhere, only i ain’t. can u blieve dat? it’s like the doha government is biased towards my family or something. sucks like shit. but hey, december is my retribution month. ;D

when im in MY on December 6, i will do whatever i can to contact u guys as soon as possible.

 

Blieve me, i miss MY as much as ANY overseas Malay would. but fate says i can’t go until december 6. ;(

NVM! be optimistic PEOPLE! ;D

peace out. ;D

P.S MOCO! why neva comment? lol jokin.

Stacks of em. Loads of em.

yeah, “em” is homework if you didn’t know. GOD, homework sometimes is like a retreat when you’re bored. It’s also HELL when you ALREADY have enough things to do. It’s all about timing. And THAT’s what I’m gonna talk about. TIMING. now, what should I say about MY timing. well, it SUCKS like shit. when I went to school, I forgot my planner, and now, when I get back, my mom’s gonna KILL me. and that’s only my mom. if my dad, WHOA! that’s another story. but sometimes my timing is also lucky. let me see, once, when I was like SWAMPED with homework, thank god I wrote it down, and I was SO lucky that the next day, it was a weekend. but then, it’s me. what would you expect? after the weekend, i NEVER did it and i ended up with an ashamed face after the teacher scolded me in class. A FULL class. can you believe that? well, I can since i go thru it almost everyday. and i’m like so happy my parents booked tickets to MY for 20 days. but the down side is that it’s in DECEMBER. and raya here is only 5 days break. I thought it would have been more than just ONE week. and I have NO baju raya. AT ALL! and my freaking shipment didn’t come yet. DAMN. anyways, on bright side, I did all my homework for TODAY! WOO! WHAT an achievement. lol. anyways, miss you guys like mad.

from your emo overseas friend,

HARZAN!

P.S moco, from now on, i will reply ur comment in THIS section. ;D hope you u dun mind.

cyas<3

3 months and counting.

Ok, now where was I? Oh yes, now I remember. Yeah, 3 months till my next visit back to my beloved home country. Sounds long right? well, IT IS. T_T. Just hope and pray that Qatar Airways are dumb enough to make my flight next week rather than 3 months later. >:)

Ok, let me see. The things and people and places that I miss MOST in MY and SG:

Friends Category:

1. MOCOCOCOCOCOCO<3

2. MINGOOOOOOOO<3 ( so far all end in OOOO’s right? weird? NAH!)

3. Joshua MAAAAAAAAK<3 ( dun call him joshua. )

4. Friends Of Sevens<3333 ( LOADS of em, blieve ME)

5. Friends Of SSC<333 ( Including u Sonia. ;D)

6. The Rest ( You Know who YOU are [:)

* not in value-esque order.

and now, THINGS!

1. MAMAK KUAY TEOW!!!!<3 ( miss em like MAD. barely any mee around here.)

2. MAGGIIIIIIIII<3 ( no maggi in Qatar? DAMN YOU GOVERNMENT! [ if u govt. guys are watching, im not mentioning u guys hehe ;D])

3. NASI LEMAAAAAAAAAAK<3 : DAMN NICEEEEEEEEEE! all nasi here like exp like shit.

4. ROTI CANAAAAAAAAAI<3 : oni got arab bread here LOL. 

and finally, no.

5! : TEH TARIIIIIIIIIIIIKKKKK!!!!!<3 : damn oni got mid eastern tea here. lol.

NOW, PLACES!

1. Shah Alam Sek 6 (DUH)

2. Shah Alam Sevens (da place where dumb malays UNITE! lol jk.

3. KLLL! ( not rilly been there all so often but, fond memories ;D

4. SG! where all my Habsters ARE! ;D

5. HABBO SG! where dey CHAT and play with MEEEE! ;D

 

Dats all, cyas u WEIRDOS! jk. dun mad arh. and oh yeah, MC, blog like this arh? LOL.

It’s only human to jump off a building.

well, on moco’s request, I made a blog about doha.

lemme see, I’ve spent about 3 weeks here and I’ve got a few friends, not as many as in Malaysia. yet. but hey, not all expectations can be liven up to. although I’m going back for holiday in December, I still feel like I’m still in Malaysia, but with less experience and more loner moments. what else can I say? everything here is way too expensive for any average Joe, but I can cope since my family’s backed. and yeah, congrats to Singapore for making history in F1. but Malaysia still has the edge! haha, joking. and just like the title, it’s only human to have a change in life unintentionally.  well, I have few minutes till I’m out. do NOT try to give refusal to comment such a WONDERFUL blog like MINE. haha. joking.

well, that’s all for now.

from your good friend,

Harzan, Jane, Harajan and other names u guys call me. LOL.